Over the years, I’ve hit a lot of the high and low notes of my own story. I always encourage others to tell their stories too – while you may learn something from me, you may learn a lot more from someone else whose symptoms and experiences are more similar to yours.
One of the first regular readers of this blog was an Australian triathlete posting as “TriAgain.” Early on, I could tell that he was deeply committed to fixing his knee pain. Over time, his story emerged in bits and pieces.
Then, a couple of years ago, he detailed his entire experience in a triathlete forum. I asked him if I could use an edited-down version here, while linking to the full account, and he agreed. Little did I know his story, once I had cut and pasted all the pieces, comprised almost 10,000 words (by way of comparison, a short novel is 60,000)!
It’s all very good, and I encourage you to read the full version here (warning: it is scattered over multiple posts). For my blog, I decided to run a much-abbreviated account in three parts: (1) the early days: pain, diagnoses, frustration (2) the turnaround (3) lessons learned.
I chose to do it in three parts, for one, because I just got a new, demanding job, so I have less time to devote to the blog right now.
Here’s the first installment of TriAgain’s story below. Note that he started writing this on Sept. 1, 2015, more than two years ago. Since then, his condition has improved a lot.
"I’ve not been able to train or race for over 3.5 years now due to chronic anterior knee pain, burning and stiffness in both knees. The chronic pain came on within a month of having a piece of torn meniscus removed from my left knee (it tore unexpectedly while running). This happened within two months of my best race ever at Gundi in 2012, at age 48.
By the end of 2012, I had the knees of a 90-year-old. They ached, burned, were stiff. I could not kneel, squat, crouch, jump. Sitting at my desk was hell. I put boxes under the desk to sit with my legs out straight, as they were worse when bent. In addition, my kneecaps were often cold and discoloured blue/purple with red blotches.
We had to sell our house because I could not maintain the large garden anymore.
Straight after surgery, I'd asked my orthopaedic surgeon (OS) who had trimmed the meniscus what I could do and he said “anything you think you can cope with.” In hindsight, and given what I now understand, this is the worst possible advice.
But I happily took his advice and was back on the bike for one hour rides at 50-70% of pre-surgery effort within six days of surgery in late May 2012. By June 2012 I was in constant pain in BOTH knees. In fact the knee I'd not had surgery on was the worst.
After several months of pain, stiffness and loss of function, which I thought would abate if I backed off but did not, I started seeking more medical advice.
My OS started talking lateral releases (the good old misalignment or patella maltracking theory), but by this time, I must have done enough research to be very wary of surgery.
My GP referred me to a sports doctor. He diagnosed chondromalacia patella – which is essentially degeneration of the cartilage behind the kneecap, and was correct (I did have damage behind the kneecap), but not I believe the cause of such constant pain and loss of function.
Chondromalacia patella was not new to me. My father was a GP and diagnosed it in my right knee as young as 14. I smashed the hell out of my knees as a kid, played rugby league and later union from ages 5 to 22 and took some massive front-on kicks to my kneecaps.
The first sports doctor suggested microfracture surgery (which incidentally, he’d had successfully himself) or PRP (blood platelet injections which he could do at $500 a pop). Again, it was more surgery, so I decided against it.
During this time, I was still visiting my physio and GP. Their view was that my patella was maltracking laterally, and I needed to strengthen my vastus medialis oblique (VMO) muscle to pull the kneecap back into alignment. This was despite my physio previously putting a machine on my VMO and concluding that it fired just fine.
So it was off to single-leg squat land, and sitting down with a leg out while tensing the VMO, focusing on firing the VMO at the same time as the outer quad. All of this had to be done within the boundary of zero pain. So only squat to an angle where no kneecap pain occurred. This was absolutely impossible, because my knees hurt all the time.
During this time, I’d been posting about the problem, and it was suggested I see a sports doctor at a different club who was a knee expert. He concluded there was nothing wrong with my VMOs at all, and there was minimal patella maltracking. The problem he felt was hip and glute instability.
So I did the glute/hip exercises prescribed, improved my strength and function quite a bit, but the knee pain did not resolve one iota. He also suggested I stop running (which I had anyway) but continue cycling (which, in my view, produced more pain than running).
Life became depressing. I had constant pain. All I wanted was to lie down with my legs up to reduce the pain. The mood was pretty dark. I wanted to drink alcohol as it reduced pain. The joy went out of everything. I was completely obsessed with the knee pain and sinking into mental illness."
End of Part 1