After I finished writing (and rewriting) Saving My Knees -- and extensively fact-checking the entire manuscript -- I felt kind of giddy. This was a unique book, I felt. It was a first-person, well-documented story of how someone failed -- then succeeded -- in fixing bad knees his doctor said would never get better. My story vividly demonstrated the shortcomings in the traditional approach to treating chronic knee pain (of the sort sometimes caused by osteoarthritis, but sometimes not).
Bestseller lists, here I come!
Then reality bit down. Hard.
The book has sold well, all things considered, but never got close to being a bestseller. Reviews trickled in -- many positive, but others sour and dismissive.
The most humbling experience though has been writing this blog and coming into contact with so many people with knee pain who are really struggling -- and who appear to be doing many of the right things too. They’re desperately seeking the path to healing, just as I was. And they’re discovering that’s not an easy path to find.
Ah. Theories are neat; reality is messy. I still believe that switching from high load/low repetition activities to low load/high repetition makes much more sense for fixing achy knee joints. But I also recognize that while this may be necessary for some people to get better, it may not be sufficient. Big difference.
The problem is, there are different causes of knee pain (in need of different solutions), as well as various mysteries about what’s really going on in the first place. For instance, is there something weird and systemic that sets in when you have chronic knee pain that goes on week after week? I had a doctor tell me unequivocally “no.” But I’m not sure I believe him.
Sometimes I had the sense there was a poltergeist of inflammation loose in my body, and while it may have first appeared in my knees, later it began to roam at will. Apparently it wasn’t just me either who felt this way. I’ve been surprised at the number of people with symptoms similar to mine who went so far as to be tested for rheumatoid arthritis (just as I did).
So what was all that systemic stuff? I honestly don’t know. But, even though it’s gone today, I think it was real.
So yes, there are lots of mysteries about knee pain, as you’re all finding out. It’s good to stay humble -- even if you succeed in beating knee pain -- because no one has all the right answers.